FANS' LAND
Fanfic
Drop by Kurumi
(translate from italian into english by Kurumi)
Sleep, Will, sleep...
Dream, Will, dream...
Let your unconscious slip you my nightmares... Can you feel what I felt?
Can you?
Do you have the minimum idea of the pain I felt, of the horrible sensation that crushes my heart?
No, you will never have it. I will be the only one to remember the feeling I had; only me, not you. Even if I am your copy, your clone, I don't have all your memories, I don't behave like you, I'm not like you. I don't have your magical powers, and you should be happy for this. If I can only have all that energy that springs out of the palm of your hand.. You would be squashed.
Yes, squashed!! How.. how did you DARE to do that? How did you?? You thought of succeeding on using a person, of forcing her to do all what you want! You only deserve compassion.
I will be the only one to remember that feeling. The only one.
I'm your soul, Will. Don't forget me. Don't use me as an object, don't lock me up, don't demean me. I'm important at least as much as you. I'm important MORE than you! I'm not your stupid astral drop, I'm not your bad twin!
I'm only a girl like many others, a girl that would like to live her life, a life indipendent from yours.
I'm tired of replacing you when you need it.
And that kidnap was the feather that breaks the camel's back. The fear, the horrible sensation of being used for the umpteenth time... As the Horacle said, the destiny has other plans for me, and it's time for me to go towards them.
I will be that drop that'll make the vase overflow, the astral drop that will make you and the other girls repent of.
Are you having a bad night? And what about your conscience?
Enjoy these moments of sleep, Will. Enjoy these peaceful moments between one nightmare and the following one.
Nothing will be like before.